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# SobsPlease v1
# SobsPlease v2
I moved to Tokyo a few days ago.
I moved to Tokyo a few days ago.
Now, when I wake up in the mornings,
Now, when I wake up in the mornings,
this is what I see.
this is what I see.
How many times do I need to tell you?
How many times do I need to tell you?
Morning...
Morning...
I even wrote my name on that one.
I even wrote my name on that one.
So stingy...
So stingy...
C'mon.
C'mon.
Need it for my hangover. I'll only drink half, I promise...
Need it for my hangover. I'll only drink half, I promise...
Nope.
Nope.
I asked you over and over again if you were sure you didn't want one for yourself.
I asked you over and over again if you were sure you didn't want one for yourself.
Well, I was drunk.
Well, I was drunk.
So? Any news?
So? Any news?
Not yet.
Not yet.
It turns out, once you move out, it's not that easy to move back in.
It turns out, once you move out, it's not that easy to move back in.
And your job?
And your job?
Still working on that, too.
Still working on that, too.
I have things to do today, you know.
I have things to do today, you know.
This place looks like a hospital, not a school.
This place looks like a hospital, not a school.
Because it's a junior college.
Because it's a junior college.
You gonna come here every day?
You gonna come here every day?
No way! I couldn't afford that.
No way! I couldn't afford that.
I'm studying here because I have to get into a good university.
I'm studying here because I have to get into a good university.
You wanna go to college, huh?
You wanna go to college, huh?
Not really. I don't care for it all that much.
Not really. I don't care for it all that much.
But making a living as a high school dropout seemed tough.
But making a living as a high school dropout seemed tough.
True, can confirm.
True, can confirm.
And some people would make fun of you for it.
And some people would make fun of you for it.
Well, whatever. I'm not gonna butt into your life.
Well, whatever. I'm not gonna butt into your life.
We can work our practice around your schedule.
We can work our practice around your schedule.
What?
What?
Your evenings and weekends should still be free, right?
Your evenings and weekends should still be free, right?
But you'll need to work your job into this...
But you'll need to work your job into this...
Hold on just a sec.
Hold on just a sec.
What?
What?
A band?!
A band?!
You wanted to do it!
You wanted to do it!
I did not!
I did not!
You did!
You did!
You told me to flip 'em off with you!
You told me to flip 'em off with you!
Show some restraint with your middle finger, please.
Show some restraint with your middle finger, please.
Ow, ow, ow.
Ow, ow, ow.
I didn't mean I wanted to sing.
I didn't mean I wanted to sing.
I meant continuing to fight, in our own ways.
I meant continuing to fight, in our own ways.
Me, through studying, you, with your music.
Me, through studying, you, with your music.
Wait, that's what you meant?
Wait, that's what you meant?
No wonder things weren't adding up.
No wonder things weren't adding up.
I can't believe you thought that.
I can't believe you thought that.
So many people even at this hour, huh?
So many people even at this hour, huh?
Heh. Your country girl's showing.
Heh. Your country girl's showing.
Shut up, please.
Shut up, please.
But you know, putting aside your resolve to study,
But you know, putting aside your resolve to study,
don't you wanna try joining a band?
don't you wanna try joining a band?
What makes you think I could do that?
What makes you think I could do that?
Look, I'm not asking you to play an instrument.
Look, I'm not asking you to play an instrument.
It's just my humble opinion, but I think you'd be great on vocals, Nina.
It's just my humble opinion, but I think you'd be great on vocals, Nina.
Huh? You want me to sing?
Huh? You want me to sing?
You have a good voice, and a good soul for it.
You have a good voice, and a good soul for it.
You think so?
You think so?
Yeah.
Yeah.
People form bands
People form bands
because they have feelings that they're bottling up and want to get them out there.
because they have feelings that they're bottling up and want to get them out there.
"I wanna experience love!"
"I wanna experience love!"
or "I've had enough of this stupid life!"
or "I've had enough of this stupid life!"
or "I can't stop the tears!"
or "I can't stop the tears!"
or "I love myself, I hate myself".
or "I love myself, I hate myself".
Can't you just keep singing yourself?
Can't you just keep singing yourself?
That was the plan, but honestly, I prefer being in a band.
That was the plan, but honestly, I prefer being in a band.
You talk behind each other's backs, tattle about it, feel awkward,
You talk behind each other's backs, tattle about it, feel awkward,
and grit your teeth to bear it.
and grit your teeth to bear it.
But you still have to deal with each other,
But you still have to deal with each other,
so you keep bottling things up until you explode...
so you keep bottling things up until you explode...
Not one of those things was good.
Not one of those things was good.
Huh? Oh, yeah.
Huh? Oh, yeah.
Well, what I meant is that they're fun.
Well, what I meant is that they're fun.
It's fun to create something with others that you couldn't create on your own.
It's fun to create something with others that you couldn't create on your own.
What's wrong?
What's wrong?
Nothing!
Nothing!
I think this station is actually closer to your place.
I think this station is actually closer to your place.
How do I put it? This doesn't feel one bit like the city.
How do I put it? This doesn't feel one bit like the city.
That's the nice thing about Kawasaki.
That's the nice thing about Kawasaki.
Your place is that way,
Your place is that way,
but I'll show you the store over there first.
but I'll show you the store over there first.
Huh? A-Alright, thanks.
Huh? A-Alright, thanks.
Ow!
Ow!
Are you sure about this?
Are you sure about this?
Yup.
Yup.
I'm the adult here, and you're letting me freeload.
I'm the adult here, and you're letting me freeload.
But...
But...
No buts.
No buts.
Can you put that stuff in the fridge?
Can you put that stuff in the fridge?
Just so you know, I'm no expert cook.
Just so you know, I'm no expert cook.
But you still cook for yourself, huh?
But you still cook for yourself, huh?
Yeah, I don't mind it.
Yeah, I don't mind it.
Uh, wait... Where's the knife?
Uh, wait... Where's the knife?
It's kind of similar to writing songs.
It's kind of similar to writing songs.
You chop up the ingredients while the water boils,
You chop up the ingredients while the water boils,
and then make some sauce while the food's cooking, and so on.
and then make some sauce while the food's cooking, and so on.
You do different things all at once,
You do different things all at once,
and in the end it all comes together into a proper meal, or song.
and in the end it all comes together into a proper meal, or song.
Gosh, this knife's blunt!
Gosh, this knife's blunt!
I'm sorry I don't have a better one.
I'm sorry I don't have a better one.
You don't have to apologize for that.
You don't have to apologize for that.
You say that, but I haven't gotten anything sorted out.
You say that, but I haven't gotten anything sorted out.
How will I manage on my own?
How will I manage on my own?
Laughing at my expense?
Laughing at my expense?
No, just seeing my old self in you.
No, just seeing my old self in you.
You just have to live and learn, honestly.
You just have to live and learn, honestly.
Make mistakes. Screw up. Feel dumb. Learn.
Make mistakes. Screw up. Feel dumb. Learn.
Then rinse and repeat to learn some more.
Then rinse and repeat to learn some more.
You don't have plates either, do you?
You don't have plates either, do you?
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
Here. It's done.
Here. It's done.
You need to get some lights, too.
You need to get some lights, too.
We're gonna eat it... like this?
We're gonna eat it... like this?
Say, Nina. You are from a rich family, aren't you?
Say, Nina. You are from a rich family, aren't you?
Huh?
Huh?
Or else you wouldn't ask that question.
Or else you wouldn't ask that question.
What? No, that's not it, I swear.
What? No, that's not it, I swear.
My family's like any other.
My family's like any other.
It just... had some quirks, I guess.
It just... had some quirks, I guess.
We had our family tenets.
We had our family tenets.
Tenets?
Tenets?
Oh, you mean like rules?
Oh, you mean like rules?
Yes.
Yes.
First, dinner is eaten at home together as a family.
First, dinner is eaten at home together as a family.
Second, no smartphones are allowed in the living room.
Second, no smartphones are allowed in the living room.
Third, family meetings are held every Sunday night.
Third, family meetings are held every Sunday night.
Like that.
Like that.
Screw that.
Screw that.
Other parents were really impressed that my family had the discipline to do that,
Other parents were really impressed that my family had the discipline to do that,
which got me a reputation at school.
which got me a reputation at school.
Hm, I think I get it.
Hm, I think I get it.
But then I couldn't force myself to go to school anymore, and ended up dropping out.
But then I couldn't force myself to go to school anymore, and ended up dropping out.
Why's that?
Why's that?
Does it really matter why?
Does it really matter why?
That it?
That it?
How could you tell?
How could you tell?
'Cause you're an open book.
'Cause you're an open book.
The most popular girl at school.
The most popular girl at school.
Super pretty.
Super pretty.
Went through every hot guy at the boys' school.
Went through every hot guy at the boys' school.
I see. Did she bully you or something?
I see. Did she bully you or something?
I guess.
I guess.
Why?
Why?
How would I know?
How would I know?
I probably did something that upset her.
I probably did something that upset her.
And you didn't fight back?
And you didn't fight back?
People like her
People like her
only pick a fight once they've gathered allies and know you can't fight back.
only pick a fight once they've gathered allies and know you can't fight back.
First they alienate you, then they hurt you...
First they alienate you, then they hurt you...
You know, I ended up in the hospital!
You know, I ended up in the hospital!
But both the school and even my family said we shouldn't make a fuss...
But both the school and even my family said we shouldn't make a fuss...
Stop!
Stop!
The food. I think we're overcooking it.
The food. I think we're overcooking it.
It's fine. I like my veggies mushy.
It's fine. I like my veggies mushy.
I stand by what I said about you singing.
I stand by what I said about you singing.
Huh?
Huh?
You could make five songs out of this story alone.
You could make five songs out of this story alone.
You know,
You know,
I've always wanted to join a band where I'm not on vocals.
I've always wanted to join a band where I'm not on vocals.
I've been curious how it feels to devote yourself to guitar.
I've been curious how it feels to devote yourself to guitar.
You really mean it?
You really mean it?
I really do.
I really do.
Quittin' school midway
Quittin' school midway
really narrows yer possibilities for the future.
really narrows yer possibilities for the future.
If you end up wantin' to do something later,
If you end up wantin' to do something later,
it'll be too late.
it'll be too late.
In that case,
In that case,
I just need to go to college!
I just need to go to college!
I just need to pass the entrance exams!
I just need to pass the entrance exams!
I can't.
I can't.
I've already quit high school,
I've already quit high school,
so I have to go to college or it'll be over for me.
so I have to go to college or it'll be over for me.
Over, huh?
Over, huh?
Oh, sorry, that's not quite right.
Oh, sorry, that's not quite right.
What I meant is that if I don't continue my education, I'd feel like I gave in.
What I meant is that if I don't continue my education, I'd feel like I gave in.
To everyone who bullied me,
To everyone who bullied me,
and to my parents and teachers.
and to my parents and teachers.
I see.
I see.
Then I won't ask anymore.
Then I won't ask anymore.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
Again, why do you always apologize?
Again, why do you always apologize?
There should be another beer left, right?
There should be another beer left, right?
So heavy!
So heavy!
Oh, that's the books.
Oh, that's the books.
I'll carry the heavy ones, you can get the other stuff.
I'll carry the heavy ones, you can get the other stuff.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
Is it all going to fit in here?
Is it all going to fit in here?
This is the last of the large boxes, so yeah.
This is the last of the large boxes, so yeah.
The door's open, can you go check?
The door's open, can you go check?
Sure!
Sure!
Nothing left, right?
Nothing left, right?
I'll need to do some studying.
I'll need to do some studying.
Here.
Here.
You're gonna need it, right?
You're gonna need it, right?
Oh, I guess that's true.
Oh, I guess that's true.
It's not like I could play it anyway.
It's not like I could play it anyway.
Probably better if I let you give it back, yeah.
Probably better if I let you give it back, yeah.
Thanks.
Thanks.
I'll be off, then.
I'll be off, then.
Huh?
Huh?
Shouldn't I go with you to help?
Shouldn't I go with you to help?
I'll manage.
I'll manage.
Okay then.
Okay then.
Actually, could I ask you one last thing?
Actually, could I ask you one last thing?
What is it?
What is it?
It's hard to believe we're in a city.
It's hard to believe we're in a city.
It's the Tama River.
It's the Tama River.
You must've heard of it, right?
You must've heard of it, right?
It's much bigger than I thought.
It's much bigger than I thought.
I didn't think Tokyo had such wide-open spaces.
I didn't think Tokyo had such wide-open spaces.
Tokyo's on the other side.
Tokyo's on the other side.
So close, yet so far.
So close, yet so far.
We're really just over the line.
We're really just over the line.
Anything specific you wanna hear?
Anything specific you wanna hear?
Whatever you prefer.
Whatever you prefer.
I just wanted to hear you sing one more time.
I just wanted to hear you sing one more time.
Sing whatever you like.
Sing whatever you like.
And, good luck with your studies.
And, good luck with your studies.
I'm moving back into the same place as before,
I'm moving back into the same place as before,
so let's go out for a meal again sometime.
so let's go out for a meal again sometime.
Sure.
Sure.
Good luck to you too, with your music-making.
Good luck to you too, with your music-making.
Thanks.
Thanks.
I'll write another song for you to fall in love with.
I'll write another song for you to fall in love with.
I hope so.
I hope so.
Make it big and flip 'em off.
Make it big and flip 'em off.
Same to you.
Same to you.
Wait!
Wait!
Try showing your pinky instead of your middle, when you must.
Try showing your pinky instead of your middle, when you must.
And I'll do the same.
And I'll do the same.
Sure.
Sure.
Okay.
Okay.
Oh no.
Oh no.
Let's see...
Let's see...
"Then Jim said, 'You can't give up.'"
"Then Jim said, 'You can't give up.'"
"'You're shrouded in darkness, but one day you'll see a ray of hope.'"
"'You're shrouded in darkness, but one day you'll see a ray of hope.'"
I need to buy some lights.
I need to buy some lights.
Girls Band Cry.
Girls Band Cry.
This is important! This pronoun could refer to...
This is important! This pronoun could refer to...
Today's dodgeball was super fun!
Today's dodgeball was super fun!
I know, right? I got two hits!
I know, right? I got two hits!
Wow, so cool.
Wow, so cool.
I know, right?
I know, right?
I haven't talked to anyone today.
I haven't talked to anyone today.
No, I haven't talked to anyone all week!
No, I haven't talked to anyone all week!
Moved back in yet?
Moved back in yet?
Yup. Back hurts, though.
Yup. Back hurts, though.
Get some rest then!
Get some rest then!
Thanks!
Thanks!
Guess I'll study a bit.
Guess I'll study a bit.
Bought any lights yet?
Bought any lights yet?
Someone brought me one they don't need anymore, want it?
Someone brought me one they don't need anymore, want it?
I'll take it off your hands! Thank you!
I'll take it off your hands! Thank you!
Oh! Good evening!
Oh! Good evening!
Good evening...
Good evening...
Um... It should be around here...
Um... It should be around here...
Found it!
Found it!
Excuse me!
Excuse me!
Oh, you got here quick.
Oh, you got here quick.
Can I come in?
Can I come in?
Sorry for the sudden visit.
Sorry for the sudden visit.
It's the one I left over there.
It's the one I left over there.
Nothing special, but works.
Nothing special, but works.
Thank you so much!
Thank you so much!
Working's all I need.
Working's all I need.
So? Managing with your new life?
So? Managing with your new life?
I'm... not sure.
I'm... not sure.
Since you're already here, wanna go eat?
Since you're already here, wanna go eat?
I got a job again, so it's on me.
I got a job again, so it's on me.
Uh... Sure! I'm up for it!
Uh... Sure! I'm up for it!
So this is Nina?
So this is Nina?
Yup.
Yup.
This is our light donor, Awa.
This is our light donor, Awa.
I'll be having her on drums.
I'll be having her on drums.
I'm Awa Subaru!
I'm Awa Subaru!
Nice to meetcha.
Nice to meetcha.
I'm I-Iseri.
I'm I-Iseri.
You up for a meal, Subaru?
You up for a meal, Subaru?
Won't pay for you, though.
Won't pay for you, though.
What? You wound me.
What? You wound me.
I don't have that much money to spare.
I don't have that much money to spare.
Sound good, Nina?
Sound good, Nina?
Actually, I'll be heading back home.
Actually, I'll be heading back home.
Come on, join us!
Come on, join us!
Nina's still new to these parts.
Nina's still new to these parts.
You know, Subaru's actually your age.
You know, Subaru's actually your age.
Not sure it's shabu-shabu at this point.
Not sure it's shabu-shabu at this point.
Because you're putting in too many veggies.
Because you're putting in too many veggies.
And if we don't start eating the cabbage, it'll lose its texture and get all gross.
And if we don't start eating the cabbage, it'll lose its texture and get all gross.
Here.
Here.
For you.
For you.
Thanks...
Thanks...
I'm curious, what music do you like, Nina?
I'm curious, what music do you like, Nina?
Huh?
Huh?
Any favorite bands, Vocaloid producers...?
Any favorite bands, Vocaloid producers...?
She enjoys oldies because of her grandma.
She enjoys oldies because of her grandma.
Really?
Really?
That's great! Sometimes I'm in the mood for classics too.
That's great! Sometimes I'm in the mood for classics too.
Any particular artists?
Any particular artists?
Uh, I don't really go out of my way to listen to them...
Uh, I don't really go out of my way to listen to them...
Oh! Isn't this GureRuchi?
Oh! Isn't this GureRuchi?
You're right.
You're right.
You listen to their songs?
You listen to their songs?
Been to a concert of theirs once.
Been to a concert of theirs once.
Saw them at a festival, too!
Saw them at a festival, too!
You mean the music festival in Chiba last year?
You mean the music festival in Chiba last year?
Yup, that one!
Yup, that one!
They were preeetty bad.
They were preeetty bad.
Really?
Really?
No wonder they haven't been invited back.
No wonder they haven't been invited back.
They haven't done any big-name concerts since, either.
They haven't done any big-name concerts since, either.
I haven't really been paying attention,
I haven't really been paying attention,
but you're right.
but you're right.
They were good when they started out, though.
They were good when they started out, though.
Have you been to any concerts, Nina?
Have you been to any concerts, Nina?
Not really, no.
Not really, no.
I see.
I see.
We've got space now, want to put the meat in?
We've got space now, want to put the meat in?
Not a fan of meat?
Not a fan of meat?
Nina?
Nina?
Please, excuse me for a moment...
Please, excuse me for a moment...
Bad with people?
Bad with people?
Not really.
Not really.
Then give her something to work with.
Then give her something to work with.
She's trying to find some common ground.
She's trying to find some common ground.
But why would she do that?
But why would she do that?
She's just forcing herself to talk to me, right?
She's just forcing herself to talk to me, right?
I mean, you always have to start somewhere.
I mean, you always have to start somewhere.
You only met today, so what do you expect?
You only met today, so what do you expect?
It's just... It feels like she's looking down on me, and I hate that.
It's just... It feels like she's looking down on me, and I hate that.
You're imagining that.
You're imagining that.
This is how she normally behaves. She plays it up because she goes to acting school.
This is how she normally behaves. She plays it up because she goes to acting school.
She means well, you know.
She means well, you know.
What a pretty thought.
What a pretty thought.
Normally you'd avoid someone as grumpy as me.
Normally you'd avoid someone as grumpy as me.
But look at her, trying so hard so she can show off how big her heart is.
But look at her, trying so hard so she can show off how big her heart is.
How cynical can you be?!
How cynical can you be?!
It's not cynical!
It's not cynical!
If you keep having those weird preconceptions, you'll never make any friends!
If you keep having those weird preconceptions, you'll never make any friends!
Nina!
Nina!
You're right.
You're right.
I'm not capable of making friends, and I never will be.
I'm not capable of making friends, and I never will be.
Who could like me? I don't.
Who could like me? I don't.
Listen here.
Listen here.
I'm just going to spend my entire life alone.
I'm just going to spend my entire life alone.
Thank you for treating me.
Thank you for treating me.
Thank you for this light.
Thank you for this light.
You're... welcome?
You're... welcome?
Sheesh. She's being an idiot.
Sheesh. She's being an idiot.
Doesn't appreciate what she's got.
Doesn't appreciate what she's got.
What am I even doing?
What am I even doing?
What the hell am I doing?
What the hell am I doing?
They invited me out for a meal...
They invited me out for a meal...
They were kind enough to try to be friends with me, and I...
They were kind enough to try to be friends with me, and I...
I'm such an idiot.
I'm such an idiot.
I'm a complete idiot.
I'm a complete idiot.
A complete and utter idiot!
A complete and utter idiot!
Huge dumbass!
Huge dumbass!
Moron!
Moron!
Stupid!
Stupid!
I never think!
I never think!
I hate myself.
I hate myself.
Shuddap!
Shuddap!
No, you!
No, you!
Huh?!
Huh?!
Whadda hell is that?
Whadda hell is that?
Leave me alone!
Leave me alone!
W-Wait, calm down!
W-Wait, calm down!
Let me cry in peace!
Let me cry in peace!
Buzz off!
Buzz off!
I can't even... install a light by myself.
I can't even... install a light by myself.
No ray of hope will shine on me.
No ray of hope will shine on me.
I'm doomed... to live in the darkness.
I'm doomed... to live in the darkness.
Complete darkness.
Complete darkness.
I really do think you should join the band.
I really do think you should join the band.
Huh?
Huh?
Momoka?
Momoka?
Subaru?
Subaru?
You should pick somewhere new to hide the keys.
You should pick somewhere new to hide the keys.
She's already destroyed the light!
She's already destroyed the light!
Didn't I tell you? I love your voice.
Didn't I tell you? I love your voice.
Why? Why would you lie like that?
Why? Why would you lie like that?
I'm serious.
I'm serious.
You're a pain in the ass to deal with, and that'll get you in fights,
You're a pain in the ass to deal with, and that'll get you in fights,
but it's because you're always true to yourself.
but it's because you're always true to yourself.
You're awkward, yet you'd rather be lonely than compromise on who you are.
You're awkward, yet you'd rather be lonely than compromise on who you are.
I used to be like that. It's what fueled the songs I wrote.
I used to be like that. It's what fueled the songs I wrote.
I loved expressing myself that way and never wanted to stop.
I loved expressing myself that way and never wanted to stop.
You've reminded me
You've reminded me
of my heart's song.
of my heart's song.
You don't need to... I don't need your pity!
You don't need to... I don't need your pity!
Why are you laughing now?!
Why are you laughing now?!
So high-maintenance!
So high-maintenance!
Ow!
Ow!
Look, you just gotta get these feelings out.
Look, you just gotta get these feelings out.
Through song!
Through song!
Here.
Here.
Next time: "Stumbling Conversation."
Next time: "Stumbling Conversation."